I have become numb
Cold in comparison to the lighter days
Those days where the sun shone and the winds blew
And I only saw the beauty of the universe.
Chiseled too much, there are rifts in my soul
Too deep to be filled with sorry words
Too sharp to be wrapped by black silk,
Winding and knotted at my wrist.
But for all of these iced sorrows
There are springs of salt waters
Rooted in my ducts, gushing, flowing
Remembering all too soon, and by themselves
Past tears, past cries and sobs.
Did I challenge the fates
To see how much I could take without breaking?
I am far too bent to come back now.
I am not the person I once was
Too much has been lost, loss.
But I am broken now
I am cold now
When I see the sun shining and the winds blowing
I only see him