"if you jump, i jump. i will never leave you behind."* he says. those words were the last few words he told me. and i'm here, saying sorry.
dear you, i'm sorry for not jumping with you. i was supposed to and i didn't stop you. i swear it was nothing intentional, i loved you with all my heart, and i will never forget you.
but that's the thing, you came in first and i was supposed to, second. but i didn't. because i was scared. scared of falling without you
you let go of my hand as you fell from the ledge of a rooftop of a small town. a small town with the dark night gazing on top, and the stars twinkling above. i watched you fall with my own eyes as tears form around them i regret everything.
"how could i find someone like you, now that you're gone?" i say.
rain splattered down my hair as i look down the pale body down the streets below people were looking up and i vanished away. i didn't jump.
no, i didn't save you. i didn't stop you. i was there with my own eyes, looking at you fall. and i didn't do anything, and i was blamed for everything.
you know i will always love you. you know i should have stopped you. i will never forget you, and remember, i will always be there for you.