Spewing off toxic vibes Seeing out anxiety Wanting to be there But need to get away Not feeling great 0 to 100 with this mood Happy thoughts feeling upbeat Mad for no reason sparky remarks Ready to fight for no reason Imploding within to not hurt others Self destruction resistanting temptation Being around feeling like crap Not around wanting to be there Fear of messing up not going back All the pain is normal become immune Stayed with love burnt out over the hate