I still get nervous like the first time when I saw the word read on my messages. Wondering if this would be first of many times you wouldnt care what I say. Won't want to know more and wonder when I will move on. I'm sorry because I want to tell you all about my life. About little details that probably make you think about something else. The more you get to know me the easier it will be to understand. That I get attached too fast and get send too many text to get your attention. The attention you don't want me to have.