It’s 7:46 Am On a Saturday, I’m sitting in my car in front of an urgent care that opens around 9:00 Am, I can feel the left Side of my face swelling Up as my gums bleed Through my teeth Creating puddles Of iron in the back Of my tongue, I connect my phone To the radio, And play the song That has been stuck On my mind For the past few months, That and the Tylenol Ease the pain until They open the doors, I walk in fast, Almost breaking down The glass that fills In the windows, The lady at the counter Notices the bags Underneath my eyes From the lack of sleep, She asks for an emergency Contact, my face betrays Me as my eyes widen, While I think of what to Say the pain comes back.