Head floating. Thump thump Thumping in your head. Thump thump You can feel every breath Inhale Dragging down your throat Exhale Each one a different texture Inhale Soft and cool, slipping down Exhale Climbing up, pushing out Inhale Your chest a vast cavern Exhale And every nerve attentive Thump thump Not being able to speak Should I? Nothing is important enough to say Is it? You are amplified and too focused Am I? Every thought decaying Thump thump You can feel the pieces falling Thump thump Making your heart quiver Thump thump And it goes on for hours Thump thump Which seems like years
Thump thump And you can't hide your fears
Thump They focus on you
Thump And latch onto you
Thum They love you
Thu Don't let them go
Th You need them
T And they
. need you.
Amara Pendergraft 2013
I had a very bad night, yesterday, due to poor decision making. I paid for it in many different ways.