The nurse got me in one stick A bed is ready for me upstairs, just as my angry ER neighbor reaches higher octave The blankets are heated Most of the staff is kind Trying their best Iām losing blood Not enough for transfusion More often I find myself floating above the stiff hospital bed on a cloud of Dilaudid I shuffle to the window in the morning Stare longingly into the cemetery below A well kept patch of grass A smattering of carved stone No needles No wires No tubes No beeps No yelling Peace