witness to this quiet life certain thoughts understand the soul of birds there are different orders of truth order is just the unseen dream of messiness, a flower of chaos systole and diastole of breathing in strange beings contradiction intrinsic in all things I need the anti-me for rhythmic change perhaps the destiny of the eye is the tear & life a history of losses, of blocked cycles of pain a chronicle of laughter, an impression of the light, a formless night a mysterious entelechy of randomness