And in my darkest moments And most desperate I wish you had gone farther So that the scars I bear Might be visible And I could convince myself That I have the right To be broken.
I had a strange dream last night. I woke up wishing for this. Then I just thought about how insanely messed up I am. Who wishes for deeper wounds to validate what happened to them? It's hard sometimes being trapped in my own mind, and I think I'm getting bad again.