It's hard to talk about a loss The emotions just go into overdrive I've tried and failed innumerable times But anyways here goes..... I lost my father about 5 months ago And yet I still can't come to terms with this painful reality I still feel his presence everywhere around me Not a day goes by when I don't think of him His face keeps wandering in the deepest corners of my mind I can't sleep at night My pillow gets decorated with pearls of tears Everyone around me says that time will heal everything But will it really??? My world seems shattered My whole life has changed At times I feel like I'm falling into an abyss of hopelessness I've realized that there are some kinds of pain that never go away no matter what you do I guess the only choice I have is to learn to live with this pain Dearest Dad...wherever you are.. I hope you find comfort there I miss you so much and I promise to take care of the family as best as I can I know we had our differences but deep within I always knew that you loved me and truly cared for me as I always did for you
Dearest Almighty.. Please give me the strength to fight through this difficult period in my life and take care of my family