I'm not proud of myself today.
Surprise, I never am.
I just feel like I'm nothing to you, and I just don't give a ****.
You were my first love and my last
But yet..
I told you we can't be friends
I was still so blind after I ended it, that I  tried to tie up lose ends.
I should have known, I should have known.
That you would break my heart.
I realize now, and only now.
You didn't give a **** at the start.
And it was my fault.
Always my fault.
Because I made those promises.
Those promises that I'm breaking now,
And I'm sorry, Oh so sorry because.  I should've known, I should've known..