I only feel safe with you,
in your bed and under your sheets,
in your arms listening to your heart beat

I am drowning when I am home alone,
I am so scared of myself and my malignant intentions,
Things that to you, I never wish to mention

I am ashamed of these thoughts,
the ones that sadly calms my head,
the ones in which I am always dead

But then I get to see you again,
and my heart swells so full and beats so fast,
I look into your eyes and my fears crash

But I cannot be with you constantly,
So I sink into you for a moment as these feelings begin to return,
And those feelings are the ones that truly burn