I know deep down its never really gone My heart knows exactly what's going on Cause I may pretend and look at a pond But I still miss that blue eyed blond
They call you a name I don't feel the same Cause you're perfect just as is And id ever just dream we kiss
Maybe I'm just being a fool I still look at your pictures and think "she's cool" So I never really let go And no one can say so
You're still my glistening star No matter how far I still love you with all I know So a kiss in the air is what I shall blow
I don't know why I can't forget the loving words and the respect Its just a feeling so divine I try and hide with "I'm fine"
Deep down I know there's still hope Cause its only the memories that made me cope Who cares if I'm still stuck on you Cause nobody has a clue Those nights Oh so bright When I learnt to feel like never before Now only pain I endure
But I thank you, for teaching me how to love You being as fragile and as calm as a dove So that I know with every tear There is something deep down, to conquer fear
I guess words cant describe my heart And the pain of being apart Is this how love ends? How feelings can bend
It's never truly over, like a song in my head You're with me till I go to bed And even if fate taught me the lesson well To forget you? I'd rather go to hell
An old poem I wrote back in 2019 when I was still processing a relationship, quite a throwback for me honestly