I thought you were an angel sent just for me. Everything you showed me showed up green... Months went by and I slowly started to fade away from you... I couldn't understand why. I wanted to love you so badly but my heart knew it wasn't right. I couldn't explain the feeling even if I tried... I made a list of all the things that were screaming in my mind...
You seemed so into me, yet you made everything about yourself. You seemed to care yet you only cared if it made you the main focus... When you messed up you would fix it with a gift... I told you I hated gifts... When I was drowning, it felt as if you handed me a bowling ball and said swim faster... How does that work?
I confronted you and somehow it was my fault. Nothing was going to change yet I couldn't let go of you completely.
The words you said running around my brain. "I will be the best thing for you and you won't be able to find any red flags". Why did I skip over this? This being the biggest original Red Flag.
Slowly my eyes didn't see green anymore as everything was turning RED.