They change,

but some how

all manage to look the same

Each turn

Bright lights and

Noisy confusion

Or

Dark alleys and

Deafening silence

Searching for some semblance of familiar

In a world of too much and

Never enough

No void unfilled

No concrete undefiled

Its been ages since you left

But it feels like I only saw you a moment ago

Shapes shifting

lights fading

Fear glows like a beacon

Anxiety on watch

Desperation clutches

Dread sneaks in

Hope kisses good bye

left to my own devices

Clawing are vices

Caught breath

Pent up sigh

Round again

Same old lies

I miss you sanity

Lost sometimes.