I'd **** myself if it meant it spared you all the pain, I'd willingly go crazy if it meant that you would stay sane I wish I didn't have to make an impossible choice, I'm trying to handle it with some grace and poise, I hate that I see your face devoid of a smile, I know it will remain like this for a while. I hate that I'm making your dreams disappear, I hate that I can't predict the future; it's so unclear. The world refuses to help in any way, I'm forced to hurt you, to ruin your every day. If I could ask the universe for just one boon, It would be for time to fly, so I can be with you, soon.