she lives in one of the crummy rooms down the hall in the building where the rats run and tumble through its terrible walls like children at play
she has intimate conversations
with saints and pigeons and the daffodils in the park and the rats in the walls and late at night with her dead daughter
her boots echo down the hall she's going to clean the gutters of trash and feed the cats I watch from my window the cats come running from the abandoned church hundreds come running the kids call her cat queen i call her savior
II.
I still hear those boot steps when the air turns cold and lakes freeze and her ghost tells me people die the way they live and through the looking glass down the rabbit hole we'll all go
III.
there in this concrete in that crummy room was the thief that hunts my dreams
but you were something gentle and kind a brightness in the projects
a caring heart a loving soul in this city where there were few