Why did he feel or at that way he was either uptight or free spirit. He just wanted to be free of judgement but found not everyone is going to like him. Hearing from an old friend wondering what does it mean is she going to visit. He had feelings but valued her as a friend over his ****** urges that would prolly ruin a good friendship. They got along better a relationship might ruin things between them. He was confused in a relationship everyone seemed interested while single no one cared or gave him the time of day. He lay in his bed hung over trying to figure out which path to take on the crossroads that made him decide what he wanted to do.