I almost called you the other day to remind you I have a birthday soon and yours is near too. I knew you'd be busy and I put aside my knitting to think about you.
Last year was the trip to Savannah. I showed you pictures. Jim died before we could go back. I wanted to include you in my reminiscences.
Tomorrow it is supposed to rain. I don't do anything on rainy days. I sit by the window with my tea. Remember I told you about my cat. She stays close when she senses I am looking for you.
I know Jim said you would come when the sky was gray and I was lost. He thought I was lost a lot. He would ask and there was never a reply. He was not waiting to hear me.
He didn't know that the days of a fine drizzle were my favorite days. I watch to see if you are walking toward me. Your tan, hands
Beautify.. My life with your strong fingers. Your red hair ubiquity of the love you left me when I said no to you Un covered you said goodbye and then I died.
The cat knows and she kneads my shirt. I stroke her and call your southern name out Loud to the mirror of remembering.