What I do in darkness comes out in the light I then have to explain what crawls out my heart My lips incriminate me and my tongue utters false things I know what to do yet I can't do it Actually it's more about what not to do when alone I do it because I can and to exercise my freedom I'm stuck in the past so I wait for wisdom The walls start to talk saying they don't know me As I sit by myself smoking and letting things go