is this the end then? when did this happen? what led me to this place when all i can do is rest my case for i have no fight left in me and all the fight has left me thus, sit here i at this hour caressing all my scars counting all these stars come have i a bit too far and now there's no going back everything's turning black my sight and the night for there's no rise of the sun anymore just me and my mind after the before silence and slow heart beat a spirit mourning its defeat