When you find yourself with your toes hanging over the side of your 7 story apartment, the breeze whistling between your toes, inching closer to the edge, Who do you call?
When you find yourself Staring at your reflection in the bottom of the bottle, tears sliding down the side of your cheeks, inching closer to the edge, Who do you call?
When you find yourself screaming at the phone the words you feel, slipping out of the hidden place of your heart, inching closer to edge, Who do you call?
Call me.
When love doesn't carry the same weight, the same weight that presses against your lips, and gentle pushes your head against my pillow, I will promise that I will stay. I will promise to stay the same.
9/9/13
Words needed to be spoken to myself, but there is nobody for me to call tonight