When I hurt I loose all my confidence
and wow do my tears flow
I loose momentum
want to run away... just go

My constitution is not great
with these doubts that I hate
just makes me want to say goodbye all
for my emotions are in a right state

My inner conflicts
my love for what I do
I don't feel good inside
mother let me see you, for I want to die

I still have the blanket you swaddled me in
I sometimes hold it to my cheek
and in my times of need and insecurities
I treasure that I feel your love within it's tattered fibres

Do not pity me my sweet mother
for one day we will have each other
and in my dire moments of grief
your love and kindness will give me relief


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
By NeonSolaris

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