I stand alone, no friends but foes I eagerly stand in a corner on my toes Listening, waiting and full of patience Not because I'm such, but because I've learnt from life Finally, life's gotten to me and I'm broken Broken because I've given my all and none have I gotten Loved and gave so much without holding back All my care and affection have been tossed in my face I stand dejected, like an adult who's wet his pants publicly Tongue stuck to the roof of my mouth, Words have failed me for I know I've failed myself Trusting and urging everyone while I unknowingly lost myself Now I'm left with nothing but regrets and pain Green cards and cameras flashing in the faces of those I've inspired No pang of jealousy in me, neither have I sown the seed of envy But I just wished I'd invested the excess energy I've given in myself.