“You are gaining weight” “I do not care about you” “You are just like your mother, her side of the family is messed up”
Would you maybe, like to reconsider what you just said? I hate to admit it, but your words cut deeper than a knife I’m trying so hard, but they are getting to my head Maybe reflect on how your words are ruining my life How I grew up hating myself, wishing I could be someone better instead
They say that family is important, that bonds are important But I’m starting to reconsider That maybe family is not the blood that runs through my veins Or the group of people that share my last name But it is a group of people where I can feel enough I’m starting to reconsider Whether I should stay by your side Because yes, you do provide me with food, shelter, and the necessities of life I walk on eggshells, reading your jawline for intentions of strife You may be family but you should know If you do not reconsider your actions, your own family will become your foe
Day 2 of the poetry month challenge! Prompt: Reconsider. TW: Emotional abuse from family members. But yeah this was a hard poem to write. It was a vague prompt and tbh I felt pretty anxious going along with this idea. It's hard to open up to people about this, since I've always been told to stay quiet about what is happening at home, so I'm not used to talking about this. Sorry for the dark topics for the first two days, I promise that lighter poems with pretty imagery will be coming this month!