i still have your favorite ice cream flavor in my notes i don't want to forget it just in case I still linger on your laugh in the moments off guard, coming across your face on another's page just in case i remind myself of the curve of your voice, the tears on your cheeks, and the bulk of porta 800 in my pocket just in case i remember the smell of your skin, your ringless fingers laced in mine just in case I still hold the breath of our last "i love you"'s in the pit of my stomach just in case just in case you change your mind just in case you come home.