Setting myself up for failure Ruining anything good in my life Hurting myself in long run Destroying my feelings before anyone get a chance Isolating myself from helpful hands Thinking of ways to make myself miserable I'm set to self destruct... Wishing for the worst to find me Running away from my happiness Hiding from good opportunities Starting this dreadful life of routines Fearing that I won't have a future Ending any chances of me finding love Self destruct... ▪-▪