you told me you loved me that i would always have a special place in your heart you wiped my tears away with your thumbs repeatedly as i broke down in front of you in that parking lot you told me that you would always be there for me that i could reach out to you at any moment
well you lied
i guess when the circumstances changed so did the conditions of your words
i hate you for it for showing me what love could look like but part of me doesn't it thanks you for giving me that experience
it was a grounding moment for me one that breathed so much life into my lungs yet your silence soon afterwards felt more crushing than any simile i could think of