How could I have showed you what you meant to me?
Do you know how many times I would've caught a train to be with you?
I had to think of your parents, they would've loved that.
How many times I wished you were at school so I could be there to take care of you.
Endless thoughts running through my head of the day i'd be able to sit with you,
just be with you, make you feel loved, let you know someone was there,
let you cry in my arms, let you know that someone cared.
The ceaseless worrying over you,
you think i'd intentionally hurt you?
I could never, I can't even think of it,
what I said, those words weren't from me,
you need to understand,
I need you to understand.
I'm being selfish, but I deserve to be,
you don't know how much you mean to me.
It's all so crazy,
I was there for you never asking for anything,
but now,
now,
****.
I just want you back.
I want our friendship back.
I need you to understand me like I understood you.
I need you to forgive me.
I need you to trust me
because I would be there for you always.