You were just a tool
a device for me to use
an excuse
a morose and twisted muse

My artistic ruse
a scapegoat for me to point at
for my own self abuse
another bad habit

I knew your words were lies
So I figured why cant I?
A lustful premonition
a loveless alibi

I knew you couldn't save me
I knew you couldn't help
I always knew that your ambitions
only served your self

There was never an us
ever a you and I
there was never trust
just two criminal minds

So I chose to play the victim
labeled myself a toy
I see the colors of your prism
there was nothing to destroy


*I can only assume you ladies liked this because I'm obviously a terrible liar