Sometimes I look outside while it's raining rampant and remember the simple times when I used to believe you could dodge the raindrops and not get wet if you were fast enough, or how I used to race the raindrops as they slid down the window when I was stuck inside for the day to play instead. Those were the little things I worried about as a kid. Now I worry about what I'm gonna do after high school when I'm thrown out into the world, or if I'll be lucky enough to have someone want to settle down and start a family with me, or if I'll even make a big enough mark for at least one person to remember me by when I die. And since I can't rewind my life, I'm stuck staring out the window at the raindrops to remember those memories that can only be found from childhood.