Dealing and admitting that your anger has become a disease is the first step A medical illness Mine started when I was 14 and ended in my late thirties Luckily somebody loves me and stands by my side He told me that I had to move forward and find an answer You get the correct help and plan on what that is and what it will do. You become an active participant with your healthcare providers You will improve if you give it time and actively work on it It does rear its ugly head from time to time but you are in control We chose not to do the meds route and found talk therapy Poetry saved my life and continues to do so The magic is that the poetry has brought joy and help others Making Peace with the pain has brought me a gift that keeps giving