I stare at a hummingbird perched on a flowered tree. the old year is bowing out soon, while holiday tunes are still dancing upon late December winds...but,
this hovering hummingbird i am watching, hungry and thirsty... they can flap their wings, or fly backwards...they do what they need to do, they try their best. but humans can do more...for themselves...for their fellow humans.
i should be getting ready, yet, the mind remains distracted, conflicted over scenarios of, hunger, thirst and shelter for those in typhoon-devastated areas...those hardly affected by the pandemic...those who have none, especially these holidays, they suffer the hardest...they suffer the longest.
knowing all these, tonight's special late dinner will not be an enjoyable one, yet, i am filled with gratitude for all blessings, not only the joy, but the pain as well...how ever unfathomable it may seem, there is a good reason.