Smoke curls from my mouth, soft and silent as shadows Warm glass is passed from hand to hand Voices and laughter and lies swarm above my head I can smell smoke in the room And loneliness It's dim Everything blurs together A haze of lights and hands I just wanted to be with him, so I came here to the darkness with him My throat burns with all the things I hate My mouth is dry as dust when he kisses me, and he tastes like nothing I say nothing, because this is what you do when you're in love.