Dec 2021
I can't even express, neither can claim,
All I can do is to be calm,
My own inability oppress me,
Whenever I step back with fear,
I cry so hard in my heart,
I keep regretting, I keep resenting,
All I do is now to hate my own self,
All I unwanted was and is my own self
All I can do is to be calm,
My own inability oppress me,
Whenever I step back with fear,
I cry so hard in my heart,
I keep regretting, I keep resenting,
All I do is now to hate my own self,
All I unwanted was and is my own self
For me nothing is more painful than hating myself
