Trying to change older not the same Losing joy things lost value Bored with things that use to be fun Afraid of losing what's left its all gone Not much left trying to do what's right Always writing to calm the voices In this head an overthinking mind Missing the old growing into the new From fun to depressing not the same anymore Wanting to be mentally stimulated Growing old everyone fades away No kids while some are having another Haven't found love with the right one Some married others now divorced A broken promise too late to be honored Friends become foes use to be bros Over lusting women that never commit Couples failing trying to make it work Overcoming obstacles with true love Some are sober addicted to love Others drunk with lust wanting more