I never thought I would be the one who was broken. The one clinging to the last hope of something solid. I never thought I would be the one seeing my family ripped apart. Gnashed and clawed by the beasts of sin. I never thought I would be this scared. Having no honest clue of what I was supposed to do. I never thought i would have to beg for help. But still be ignored by a friend. I never thought i would lose my love. But hardship can make even the strongest bonds wear thin. I never though I would lose my passion. But mostly I never knew this pain, could bring it all back.