I want to feel better but I don't know how Write your name in a broken heart In the sky the sun is shining down But inside of me it's cold and dark
Wind whispers doubts into my ear Tells me I'm to blame That the world wants me to disappear Filling me with shame
So I think I must deserve this fate Your absence my punishment I wish my pain would be erased But it stays perpetually present
Again and again I am destroyed Each hour alone brings me griefΒ Β I can no longer find any joy I search everywhere but it's out of reach
When will the downpour within my soul stop? So a rainbow can take it's place By now it should be over but it's clearly not I long for color to occupy this empty space