The ringing in my veins courses through my aching body, Like a rampant child; Reckless and unrestrained.
It calls to me, screaming for my attention, to once again feel my ‘love;’ My dedication.
I can only deny such crawling advances, And feel my yearning spirit cry. Eventually I will break, That will be the day I hide.
I tried it just a bit today, don’t get mad, I didn’t bleed at all, you can’t even call it a scratch. I just couldn’t stand not doing it. It was getting to me. I wanted to so badly i couldn’t resist. I’m sorry but the runs aren’t working anymore. I promise i can be safe.