I overfill the kettle scoop the overpriced instant into an oversized mug clinking the teaspoon around no sugar it's not really my thing. I light up half a joint waiting for the coffee to cool and think about what's to come what's today I'll likely see her there I'll likely sit down next to her making small talk, a likely excuse to study the lines of her face she'll tell me about the fields she's rambled about the mountains she's climbed I'll tell her how I do still write sometimes she'll say, "it was good to see you". and I'll tell her the same before we part ways no sugar for me it's not really my thing.