As these stupid little writings,
Sayings ,half assed attempt's at poetry  ,wisdoms ,learnt things
And stupid stupidities I  compile
I see the vast degrees of the spectrum ever widening.  
Sooooooo odd it seems
In full knowledge,
Of the fact that I'm in deniale
I know better I can so see the bitter outcome .....
And I.......
Continue on......
And looking back all I can do is smile ......
Been a hell of a ride........
Happy and amazed Im still alive ...miracles never cease
And I can tell you this honestly. .
If I could do this again
And could do something different
Or have a few things
I guarantee it would be..
....... this.......


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......NOT A ****** THING!