missteps feel world ending
when they're just simple mistakes
trying to take it one day at time
but i can't even think straight
it's more than the current situation
it's everything that's at stake
it's the living for nothing and dying lonely
and all the choices i'm afraid to make
taking risks is the price of happiness
but i'm scared to fall on my face
cause if i spit all of it out and they don't care
i will not be okay
i can forgive everyone else
but i disappoint myself everyday
i wish i could be gracious with myself
but all i know how to do is hate
all i know is i can't just keep going like this
there's got to be another way