Jimmy learned that gay was bad, unnatural, the pastor said, his friends were all about girls, so Jimmy played along. At some point in high school Jimmy realized a very hidden desire of his, he liked a guy. Jimmy was desperate, how could it be? He had been with girls, never with guys, but how would he know? He never tried! He kept the secret to himself, a shameful burden of his own, until one day Jimmy boy came across a term: BI.