Know for bad habits hard to shake them Can't live that way anymore Something had to give and change Alcohol in a fit of rage trying to figure it out The oldest in the room some look older Depending on the crowd and setting Social interaction wild more selective The youngest with the elder crowd Trying to be an adult still seen as a child Friend having another kid such a blessing So many life lessons learned getting burned Taking a beating mentally and physically Walked away didn't waste energy Being mistreated not seen as an equal