"Why Didn't you Say NO At First"

After all the moments we had in glitter of rains
The wishes and promises you told me turned into pain

Why didn't you say  No at first?

You would have said No!
For you knew that it was a fist you made to punch me afore your gain
Now I have failed to refrain
And all you have made
Is a monster with injuries,so I have to sustain
And all I see in other  people is  the zombie that should be chained

Why didn't you say No at first?

The  references the future held were bright
As sun was our blessings when darkness wanted to invade ,
But the darkness that came was you
Yes you!
You wore a fake smile on your face
Your words were as sweet as honey
I had to fall in that trap
For you were having coffee,
lovely words contained in that cup
Were crafting the coffin for me

Why didn't you say No at first?

The person I pictured in you
Later...was not you.
Now you are happy
That you have fulfilled your mission to **** me
Your kisses are that of Judas
The betrayal!
And you have buried me

You would have told me!

Now I have to enjoy in this place you buried me
The truth
is am in a warm coffin you crafted
I enjoy now to be with goasts that live a freely life.

Why didn't you say No at first?