This began as so many have Before, when I lived out loud Never fumbling from a lack of Owning only the possible Too willing to do or say the hurtful words As now we stride no shared mile As many this too has ended Damaged collateral exceedingly one sided. And life, goes on, choices find you. Then and now are tools used and I lose This mind puzzled and cycles to return to Nothing, no other shares the hollow person I've made of myself as I love nothing as I loved you.