Him Savior. Holding me But I soon realize It's just in my head He is not to be seen. As I grow up and open my eyes What if I was the savior I needed. The villain just a cookie cut. The God they speak of never came down. I have been left here on my own. Struggling with myself. The eternal hell I live. boy or girl right or wrong. God wasn't there. I get older. I realize I'm alone again, of course. We are one person. Both of us. Alone. Me