i fell for you in autumn, saw your gold soaked hair and presence everywhere, the leaves turned crimson and honey, the sun cascading through the woven branches, i loved you in winter, cold days spent wrapped up in wool and cloth, bundles of scarves and shared umbrellas, icy winds nipping at our laced fingers, i waited for you and spring, short eternities going by just so that i could see you again, breathe you in, hold you and feel home.