It's pressing into my chest with a weight that is stronger than my own and my thoughts are running in circles, shouting in a language I don't even know
Something is ripping at my chest Picking it to pieces Forcing my spirit into a state of brokenness
I don't know what it is but it hurts with the intensity of a raging fire and it's consuming my bones My thoughts
Flames licking up every sense of security or understanding I feel lost with no sense of direction and zero understanding of this place in which I am trapped. I'm longing for something,
To understand To know me and to be known by me But there is no name No face Nothing to link me to this person, this person who I am already very much in love with
And I'm realizing that all of this confusion and ache Is plaguing me simply because I haven't met you yet I haven't met the one who fits perfectly with who I am I haven't met you I don't know your name Or your face but
My whole being is continuously calling for you And Wanting you So I guess the point of all this rambling is just to convey that I miss you desperately, even though I don't know your name
And I want to promise you that I'm going to wait for you And not settle for less than all I know that you will be, I will not settle for less than the beauty of being with the one He has designed for me.
So no matter how hard it gets to resist the temptation, I'm promising you this now. I promise you that I'm waiting. And I'm hoping, that somewhere out there, you are promising this very same thing to me.