I've been thinking about killing myself,
More and more these days.
It scares me less and less to think
This might be the only way.

I've been thinking about killing myself,
The pressure's just too much.
Daily life is really hard
For reasons not quite touched.

I've been thinking about killing myself,
Writing out the notes
In my head, to all my friends,
I'll deliver before I go.

I've been thinking about killing myself,
But I couldn't shed a tear.
Numbness lives inside me now,
Replacing sadness and fear.

I've been thinking about killing myself,
and, truly, I don't think I will.

But I've been thinking about it.